| I've come to the conclusion that losing weight doesn't make things better..
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| I wish this pain would go away..
I think the worst part of the whole thing is that fact that he never admitted he did anything wrong. All he could tell me was that he couldn't believe I would go behind his back and spy on him..HE WAS CHEATING ON HIS FIANCE, so why does he have to make me feel guilty? I can't sleep, I can't concentrate in class, I can't stop crying...all over a complete idiot. How do I make this pain go away, and when will I be able to trust another guy enough to date again?
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| Today has been a really tough day for me...
I met a guy a few weeks ago and we hit it off pretty well. We hung out the rest of the weekend and I saw him again this past weekend. He said all the sweet complimenting things that any girl would want to hear, and of course I ate it up. He never confirmed me adding him on facebook and I asked him about it, but he said he never checked it much. I didn't really think a whole lot of it, because some people really don't. Last night I noticed that he had changed his profile pic..so much for not checking his facebook. Since he goes to a different college I can't look at his account unless he adds me so everything I knew about him was what he had told me. I became suspicous when he kept coming up with excuses to not add me so I asked a friend who went to his college to look at his facebook for me. HE'S ENGAGED...honestly, what guy spends all this time and tells me all these things when he's with another girl. I not only feel like crap, I feel terrible for the girl he is apparently marrying. I can't believe that any guy could be heartless enough to do that to another girl. It makes me question the trust of guys and I know that it's going to take me a long time to ever really trust a guy again. |
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| So sometime last semester, I got really bored and got on mtv's website and went to their casting call page. I found an add for a show on MTV-U. It's called The Dean's List and basically they pick one student to create their top 10 countdown music video show on their particular college campus. Seeing that I was bored, I went ahead and sent in my application. Sometime before Christmas they sent me an email saying that they wanted to see pictures of me but I didn't really think much of it. This is the letter I got today:
Hello and Congratultions:
You made it through the first casting round of MTV-U's "Deans List"
For the next round I have to pick my top 10 videos and explain why I chose them.
So needless to say I'm super excited but I need everybodys help to make it through the next casting round. I would really appreciat it if anybody and everybody would get on the website and pic a few of their top videos and tell me why they like them. That way I get a nice variety of music and have good stuff to sent in to them. Any advice would be awesome. Thanks so much guys!!
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| These are the pictures my mom took today with her day off school. They must have had more bad weather than us, but we can't afford to miss anymore school anyway. If any of my Rolla friends remember the little puppy I snuck into the dorms last year, this is the same dog all grown up now. The other pic is the litter of puppies my mom's dog Lindee has right now. They are so cute, I miss them!
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